I think I may be the ultimate procrastinator.  I finally decided to clean out my catch-all drawer in my dresser.  I found so many things I never even new I had. I even found my sticky note to myself with info that I started this blog.  It's been FIVE years and I believe I have gained an additional 15 pounds.  I also find I am no closer to making meaningful changes in my life than I was back in 2008.

     I plan to change that now.  God has given me very clear dreams and goals, and  I know who and want I need to be.  In those dreams I close my eyes my weight is approx 130 pounds, and I'm fit, strong, confident and happy.  I am in LOVE with my husband Dan.  I enjoy going to my job every day, and my house is clean and I have roses blooming everywhere in my yard.  I am able to go on a vacation and actually sit on the beach and I'm not embraced.  I can wear shorts or a dress and my legs actually look good.  If I really try I may even be able to wear a swim suit someday.

     In this blog I plan to journal about my journey towards these goals.        

    

Today is the day I have finally decided to become the kind person that I have always known I could be. To this date I am female, going on 50, around 265 pounds (Way to high and not very healthy!) and I am not very happy with the direction my life is going. I have always had an image of who I could & should be. This is my journey to become that person.